Photo Journal

Wanderlust

Moonset over Lake Michigan July 13, 2022

i wandered early

to blue water, as the moon

slipped silently in

July 12 2022

My urge to wander outdoors again was so intense today. This summer I have been indoors more than normal. Not too many hikes or trail runs – and those few too short.  I decided to head out Wednesday – cancel everything else, get up really early and go.  But the urge was already so strong that Tuesday evening, after watching sunset with friends, I went back out alone in the blue hour, to the beach.  The sun still casts light “upward” to the horizon then, and bathes it in pink and blue orange and red light.  Silhouettes are more dramatic – like the little bit of driftwood I caught in a photo looking like a monster or a long pleading arm reaching out over the water.

July 13 2022

Wednesday, July 13 – morning.  I woke before 5 am.  I wanted to see the moon set, knowing it was full or nearly full today, and moonset was supposed to take place at 5:38.  I looked at the weather app and it said “mostly cloudy” so I thought I might not get to see much; but I figured I might as well go down anyway since I was already wide awake.  I grabbed my camera and a couple of extra batteries and walked down.  I could see from the road that it was dramatic.  A big orange ball of light.  You could look at the picture I took with my iPhone and think it was the sun setting and not the moon; if it wasn’t for the time of day…but when I got the picture with my “real” camera there wasn’t any doubt it was the moon, a reflection of light on the surface not an internal light of its own. You could see the dark lava “seas” and pockmarked meteor strikes.  You could look straight at it without harming your vision.  It was magnificent.  I breathed in the humid air and felt my luck. 

July 13 2022 Later

My next step was to go back home and pack up for a day-long hiking trip to the Warren Dunes. 

The dunes didn’t disappoint.  It was warm; but there was a breeze and once I rolled up my hiking pants and put on a pair of ankle socks in place of my tall socks (with the precaution of bug repellant on my legs and arms), I was perfectly comfortable.  Ok – lets just say as comfortable as you can be with too much camera equipment in your backpack; walking through spider webs and little gnats flying into your eyes. These are things that happen on hikes.  The dunes have sandy trails, even in the woods, so you get sand in your shoes and on your skin and it sticks to you because of the bug spray and sunscreen. but this is the thing. There you are freaking out about a bug; and you step out into a clearing and see these rolling dunes and the great lake beyond and the sky so big above you. Then a minute later there’s a dragon fly perched on a leaf, or a chipmunk pausing on the boardwalk, or a beautiful leopard lily blossom by the way post.  I was so struck by it.  The contrast between the vast and and the small.  Infinity in both  And there I was in the middle of it all. Happy as a camper.  Really.

Knowing this would probably be the closest thing to a camping trip for at least month or two for me; I decided to really take my time on the hike.  Stopping every thirty minutes or so to take in the view, drink some water; look around me and be still. 

Deer Season

Deer Season

every morning deer

leave the woods through my garden

on the way to the lake with their spotted fawns

every morning they pause

to nibble on the tall grass at the side of the drive

as the little ones gather around

every morning I see them

and I adjust the focus and aim of my camera

to capture

a little piece of their

wild souls


Sunday Morning

I stepped outside to turn the sprinkler on in the garden as she was walking through the yard. I startled her.  She hid behind a scraggly shrub in the woods,afraid, but still a little curious.She stopped there; still; and stared at me pointing my camera at her pretty face. Realizing (I hope) that I meant no harm, she walked away slowly into the woods.

 

Monday

I saw the babies outside through the window, three of them, chewing on the tall grass. I slowly and quietly picked up my camera, setting the exposure and focus distance based on a guess before opening the front door as silently as possible. Barefoot, I tiptoed out on the drive trying to stay out of sight. They saw me anyway.  They were not afraid.  The one in front even stamped his (her?) foot at me a few times. Then their mother came out of the woods and they dutifully followed her downthe unpaved road toward the lake.

 

Wednesday

 

I saw the mother first.  She turned and saw me and stood there so resolutely, I suspected the fawns were near.   She snuck a quick glance at the woods, and I knew I was right.  The first one stepped out awkwardly, looking back at his siblings, not noticing me.  Then the other two appeared.  One of them noticed his mother staring up the hill and followed her gaze, finding me.  The bold one, from Monday? Maybe.  He (she?) was very slow to break eye contact with me.  But eventually their mother encouraged them on; and I walked back to the house, letting them go without following.

I would like to learn how to identify them by their markings like the naturalists do. How do they do that? What varies?  I don’t even know how to tell if they’re male or female unless they have their antlers. I’d like to be able to differentiate them from each other; to know each one as an individual, follow them as they grow older.