Walking Into Winter
This is the solstice, the still point of the sun, its cusp and midnight, the year's threshold and unlocking, where the past lets go of and becomes the future; the place of caught breath.
Margaret Atwood
Winter Sun
Beneath heavy clouds
blazing brilliant light it dropped
then fell out of sight
Saturday -a beautiful expanse of dune grass blew gently in the wind. (Saugatuck Dunes)
Sunday over ripe berries hung from a bare branch…but those looked like tiny buds below them.
Monday, a dark-eyed Junco sat still for a moment looking right at the camera
Tuesday, a neighbors Hydrangeas; blossoms dried, faded and gone to seed…delicate as paper
Wednesday in the garden, a dried up rhododendron blossom that Dr. Seuss could have drawn.
And on the beach, a pair of pigeon’s prints in the sand by Lake Michigan - as if he just stood there, looking over the water and then flew off
Today - Winter Solstice, the sun was muted by cloud cover but still came through - looking more like the moon.
Movement is good for the body. Stillness is good for the mind.
Sakyong Mipham
This is a time of year that often gets me down, so I did a lot of walking and looking for little signs of light and life. A little color, a little sun, some flowering plants with seeds and buds waiting for spring, a couple of footprints in the sand, the stars in the morning, the cold crisp air and crunchy frost-covered grass under my feet - all these things get me outside of my mind as well as my house and those are both good things. And today the days begin to grow longer again! Happy winter solstice- and Merry Christmas if you celebrate!
Thank you so much for being here! I will see you next week!
The morning sky on the shortest day. Within the darkness, there is the promise of light to come.
Ode to a Blue Jay
Use what talents you possess; the woods would be very silent if no birds sang there except those that sang best.
Henry Van Dyke
To be a Blue Jay
In a blur of white, black and blue
You flew into my garden -
Landing under the feeder,
Pecking at the ground,
Picking up seeds,
Hopping around
Unbothered by my watching.
I want to live like you-
Able to fly from danger,
To pierce the silence
of the cold morning air
With the longing call
of my wild heart,
Unashamed.
I want to land softly
In the warm grass -
To dance in the sun,
and then just take off
for the trees when it’s gone -
leaving this comfortable cage
behind.
A blue jay and its partner are nesting in one of the trees behind my house and are regularly visiting the feeders in the yard there. I chose the opening quote not just because I think people should be able to share their talents, but also because the blue jay’s call is annoying to some people. Loud and piercing. Personally, I love the sound - especially on an otherwise bleak and quiet day.
Here is a link to check out if you want to hear the sounds (and learn more about the birds) : Audubon Society: About the Blue Jay (with sounds) - The calls I most often hear are the Jay (or Jeering) and the hawk imitation calls; but I recognized most of the other sounds; not realizing they were Jay sounds too.
This bird is very calm and curious. I read that when they are afraid; the feathers on top of their heads stand straight up - so he was unafraid, hopping around and tilting his head from side to side.
I also read that they are not really blue, but that the color is a trick of light … here’s a link to that explanation, if you’re interested: NOT in Blue.
Holding a little seed in its mouth and looking ready to jump again.
Pensive.
Standing tall and unafraid.
may my heart always be open to little birds who are the secrets of living
e. e. cummings
Thank you for being here, and thank you for your support. I appreciate every comment and suggestion!
Going Home again
Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving.
Terry Pratchett
an unexplained ruin in Joshua Tree
my last desert hike
I stumbled on a ruin
crumbling into dust
and realized I was ready to go home
home again - water everywhere
home where water flows freely
pussy willow blossoming
where spring blossoms riot - bursting through their skins
Allium breaking through
Narcissus looking down
where narcissus is already in full bloom
Ferns unfurling
where the forest floor fills with ferns
single-minded squirrel
where squirrels sneak up to steal suet
living in the land of tulips
where the silky tulips glisten
swimming silently by
and silent mallards swim
lily of the valley
where lily of the valley is wet with dew
solitary tree on the edge of the dunes, overlooking the channel
and a single tree keeps vigil over the grassy dune.
Where we love is home - home that our feet may leave, but not our hearts.
Oliver Wendell Holmes Sr.
I loved the magic of Joshua Tree, but I am so happy to be back home. I am grateful that you are here with me.